Keep All Inside

It's not because I don't wanna help my partner. It's not because I don't wanna finish my duty. Moreover because I hate you. It's totally wrong. I deny to finish this job because I don't like how my partner treat me. I don't like how my partner can be careless of her duty. Is it my duty to finish this job right now? I think it's not only my duty because we had divided our job and one who should do this job is my partner. Not me. But why is my partner so careless about her job right now? She never ask me about the progress of our project. I had tried to help her when she could not do that job but it doesn't mean if one who should finish this job is me. If she can't finish this job quickly or if she can't continue this job so why didn't ask me to finish it? If she asked me in the first then I'll finish that job sincerely. I'm sorry to my friend because I've been disappointment. I never mean to do it but I couldn't hold my emotion anymore. I couldn't hold it. But I still should keep it inside. I couldn't tell anyone else because I've no one. HAHA poor me. What poor teenage I am...